Our house is up for sale and we are moving. So, there is a lot of sorting going on right now. A decision has been made that we are NOT lugging all of this junk again. So, a great deal of stuff is going to the church yard sale on Oct. 20. Some stuff is taking a direct trip to the trash. And then there is creative repackaging. That is my way of storing all of my DVDs in cake boxes vs the original packaging so that I can now store them in a drawer or closet. For those of you not familiar with the term "cake box," it is just the plastic circular storage box that holds DVDs. It has nothing to do with actual cake. Although I am now hungry for cake. I hate how the human brain works.
I have been putting off going through my closet. I actually tackled shoes and purses already. Who knew I had so many shoes? Or purses? Aacchh. I am still in mourning over so many of my size small cute tops that I pitched when we moved here and I now wish I had. But, I am going to pitch anything that doesn't actually fit, because it is too big, and call it a day. I have boxes of clothes in so many sizes that you wouldn't believe it. And pretty much all of my "dressy" clothes are from a previous life. They are about to be history. However, since I pretty much live in my pajamas, who am I freaking kidding? Oh yeah, that would be my mom.
Then there are my college clothes that I don't want to part with that have those "cool" logos on them. And I liked my clothes "oversized" then and I was about 10-15 pounds heavier then. But, it is memorabilia. And this is why I dread the clothes sort.
I first read a book called RIDE THE WIND by Lucia St. Clair Robson, that was a historical fiction loosely based around the true story of Cynthia Ann Parker and the Comanche Indians, back in the early 90s. I was fascinated by the story itself, the attention to detail on the Comanche ways, etc. I took away more than I can even begin to tell you in one posting from that book. But the thing that is hanging with me today is the understanding that they had about material possessions: you don't own things ; things own you. It was a fundamental belief that Native Americans had about ownership that the white man didn't comprehend at that time. Europeans came to America for a piece of land that they could call their own. And the Native Americans didn't understand land ownership. Land was never meant to be owned. It was a core value that they simply didn't share. You stayed on one piece of land too long and you drained it of its resources. If you didn't buy it and title it, you didn't have anything to call yours. Buy it from who? And round and round it went.
Sitting where I do, I see both sides of that argument. I also see that the Native Americans are right about things owning you. The less you have, the less you have to lug around. The less you have to sort. It seems like more is better because everyone wants it. But is it really? Or are we just conditioned to think more is better?
When have you been happier? When you've had more or less? Or did it matter? Is the problem when we make our happiness contingent on things? In other words, if you need the things... that is the time you absolutely should get rid of them. Because happiness only will come from within.
image found on facebook.... so shocking
