Mrs. B featured my blog on her blog. She is participating in a hop. I don't have the energy for a hop. In fact, I think I need to go back to the bullet point style. I can feel my brain about to go into the crazy loop.
- Whew, such a relief. I can now just fritter around like a hamster on a wheel and it is totally cool.
- Sadly, I feel a lot like a hamster on a wheel.
- Running and getting nowhere.
- Well, I did go the library, pharmacy, and grocery store today.
- Sadly, the pharmacy said that there was an hour wait on Rxs, so I just left. I could have cried or something, but I had nothing left. So I left.
- I think I have two more pills left so it isn't a total emergency. Yet.
- I actually did go on youtube for a few minutes and look up some Ellie footage. Why don't we have a looksee? Roll that footage, blogmeister:
- If you click the bottom right it will enlarge it to fill your screen. The escape key will bring it back to normal size.
- If you didn't understand why I love Ellie so much before, I bet you have a better handle on it now. She totally goes to battle for the people she loves. I am down with that.
- I have been distracting myself with facebook and this game on there called Gardens of Time. I like it because it is a memory game. It is kind of like Where's Waldo. You have to memorize the scene and you play it over and over.
- Why is this important? With my chronic fatigue and migraines, my memory is terrible. It is actually stretching and working my memory muscle.
- Before all this went down with my dad, I started doing beginners yoga.
- I am a very odd case. Even though I have fibromyalgia (which means aching joints and muscles), I was super flexible as a child. So, I am still more flexible than average as an adult.
- So, I have a high flexibility, even though everything hurts like crazy. So, I can do yoga. It just hurts. And, I don't do some of the postures very well (aka downward dog).
- My doctor says just to do the best I can without straining.
- Right now, I am not doing at all.
- I am mentally trying to get there again.
- It is all a brain game folks. That was something that I already knew, but reading Chris's blog, A Deliberate Life, reinforced.
- Do you feel like I have I haven't really said anything? Me too.
- There are a few ideas that swirling around in my head. Mom and I listened to a portion of a book on CD on the drive. One of those ideas was "there is no stopping an idea whose time has come."
- I think about that a lot with regard to my Big Idea. I have an idea for a non-profit that I have shared on here. If you want to know more click on My Idea in the sidebar.
- He also talks about Inspiration. Inspiration coming from God. And when you are in tune with your Inspiration that is when Action happens. Things just start rolling out. There is no stopping an idea whose time has come.
- And then I think about that pastor who said that I was blessed by God.
- And hearing a voice telling me that this is what I was supposed to be doing.
- I know that I need to get past all of this grieving so that I can get inspired, so that I can get well, so that I can get into alignment with my idea.
- Because there is no stopping an idea whose time has come.
