I know that he is looking over my shoulder. I know that he knows precisely what is going on in my life. I know that he is goes to all of my doctor appointments and is nodding in approval at the direction my path for wellness has taken. Each time I meet someone and learn something new, or read something that turns me onto eating better, living better, putting my body into balance, I know my dad is there. He may have even orchestrated it somehow.
As an aside: have you ever noticed that when you get on a path of learning about something that more and more information continues to come to you on this topic? I would say that God understands that you are finally in a place to receive, so it comes at you from every which way. It is a wondrous thing when it happens. It is the reason we must never give up and always continue to search for a better way or an answer. If you continue to search, you will eventually land in that place where you will receive! Maybe you just have to do a lot of living and try a lot of Wrong Things so that the information you get will make sense. For some of us, that may take longer than for others of us....
My friend JJ The Disconnected Writer has talked about balance and being in balance for the Longest Time. I think my dad understood that, though he never spoke in those terms. My dad was way ahead of his time in terms of understanding that the body became ill due to deficits. If a person wasn't getting enough of a vitamin, or necessary mineral, than the body couldn't sustain itself and became ill. A good diet was the foundation. However, some people were so lacking from poor nutrition that a good diet needed the help of supplements to get back on track. My dad read and read and read about this sort of thing for the last forty years. And he talked about what he read. I know that he felt like he spoke mostly to brick walls. People don't want to eat healthy, won't believe that eating organic is better, and don't want to quit the Junk Food in favor of the healthy stuff. And they don't believe that their ailments can be cured by anything other than a Rx. Plus, they won't take anything unless their medical doctor prescribes it. Period.
My dad was a Big Believer in taking care of your own health. No one will care more about your health than You. Your doctor certainly isn't going to care about it more than you will. My current doctor might not care about my health more than I do, BUT she believes in a natural path to getting better just like my dad. She believes that once your body is restored to its natural state of balance everything will function as it should. I think that is what my friend JJ has been trying to say for a long time, too. I have simply been so far out of balance that the concept has been difficult to grasp. However, I feel myself becoming more aligned all of the time. What once seemed impossible, now seems possible.
All of the books on natural medicine say that the body wants to restore itself to it's natural state of wellness. Being in a state of dis-ease is simply not natural. The body's natural state is one of ease.
From a purely selfish point of view, I wish you were here dad when I reached that state of ease again. However, I know that you will know, and be celebrating where you are. Maybe we can meet up in my dreams and have a nice chat about it.
